mE & JenNy

After so many years of long hair...
here i am today... with my short hair....
very shuang...
this picture were taken on the SARAWAK CUB PRIX COMPETITION in Lutong with my friend and also a classmate name Jenny...

Its a wet day...
that's why WE look sexy and wet... muakzz

mE & the CHAMPION!!! Look at those FAT~:'(

ahha! that's me with the CHAMPION...
He is SHY....
but nevermind...
he probably feels better with his head in his helmet...

mE, The Biker(2nd place) and who are you?

This is me!
holding an umbrella ella-ella eh eh eh....lol
the guy on the bike get second place....
He's lucky because he take pictre with me
prove that my beauty boost his energy不错吗....XP

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it was cool and windy

What is this?
PINKPANTERS HA?

JUST FOR LAUGH

早起的鸟有虫吃
早起的虫被鸟吃

Before Marriage
John- Ah.... at last i hardly wait!
Jane- Do you want me to leave?
John- No! Don't think about it
Jane- Do you Love me?
John- Of course! always have and always will
Jane- have you ever cheat on me?
John- No! Why are you even asking?
Jane- Will you kiss me?
John- Every chance i get!
Jane- Will you hit me?
John- Hell no! are your crazy?!
Jane- Can i trust you?
John- Yes
Jane- Darling

After marriage
read the bottom back to the top

THE THREE BOYS

How can you be the Love Guru,
If you never been a relationship?
Well there s someone i like,
But until i learn to love myself
I can only grow up 3 boys name "and".....
And invisible
And terrible
And damn job

However Whenever Whoever Wherever

STOP HITTING YOURSELF
STOP HITTING YOURSELF
WHY ARE YOU STILL HITTING YOURSELF

**EXPLAIN THAT: PEOPLE MAY SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT YOU
BUT NEVER SAY BAD THING ABOUT YOURSELF

Good Distruction?

Good distruction, free from the emotion pain
That Distruction give you mouth full of whizz

DRAMA

Distraction
Regression
Adjustment
Maturity
Action

BLOWME

B e
L oving &
O penhearted
W ith
M y
E motions

What is COCK stand for?

C-Clarity
O-organization
C-Charm
K-Knowledge
SO LETS BE COCK

GURU

GEE
YOU
ARE
YOU

E CUMENICAL
I NTUTIVE
E NLIGHTENMENT
I NITIALTIVE
O RGANIZATION
GURU PITKA HAS A FUN E-I-E-I-O
AND ANOTHER FUN IS MAINTAIN IN YOUR HEART

GIVE ME A POUND
LOCK IT DOWN
BREAK THE FINGER
TICKLE TICKLE.....

WORD OF WISDOM

TO KNOW SOMETHING IS GOOD
TO DO SOMETHING IS GOD

GIVE ME A POUND, LOCK IT DOWN, BREAK THE FINGER, TICKLE TICKLE....

INTIMACY = INTO ME I SEE
NOWHERE = NO WHERE

BIBLE

B ASIC
I NTRUCTION
B EFORE
L EAVING
E ARTHTM

CASH, GAS , OR ASS:

NO ONE RIDES FOR FREE

I wrote this thinking about the promises you made and i still am wondering where are you now..

Dandelions sway with the breeze,
One flew past as i took a step back,
Within the hazy distance ,
its you i see,
Your smile blurred my vision as raindrops drizzled along the corridor.
Many years had passed,
I stood at the same place we first met,
Dry leaves scattered along the corridor,
What was once where i grasp your palm,
Is filled with dried petals which falls from above.
Wishing the stars we folded to appear,
Is it because we were too naive with ourselve,
Has time blanketed our promises with dust,
or have I arrived a drop of tears too late.
The sunsets reminds me through this window pane,
of the time you walked pass with tears in your eyes,
I ran towards you , as my heart stopped.
Only to realized my memories were yet to be buried by time.
I sense your presence ,
did you stopped by.
Our promises ,
holding it through the years,
Have you saw me in your memories,
orhave you felt it in time?
Was it your smile i saw as i turn my back on this corridor,
To look back i had wished to,
but only sadness is what i had to endure,
if it's only my heart playing a fool with me.
The east wind breezes past as i reached the very end of the pathment,
Your whispers i heard through the bells from above,
I reached for the folded star that dropped onto my path ,
To realized the only star you hid from me all this while,
was your sadness behind your words,as it's blurred with your tears......
you arrived a year earlier to meet our promise.
holding it through til the very end,
I wasn't late,
it's that fate weren't meant for us,or me in this lifetime.

About ME

I a M t H E P e r s o n W h o m Y o u r p a r e n t S H a d W a r n e d Y o u a b o u t .
I l i s t e N T o B r i t n e y S p e a r s i n s t e a D o f R i h a n n a .
I p r e f e R T o C a l l T h a n T o S M s o N T h e p h o n E .
I r e a l l y L o v e C h a l l e n g e s . Y o u l i k E M e N o w , I W I L L f o r g e T Y o u i N A w h i l E . I L o v e v i e w i n G G u y ' S p r o f i l E o N F r i e n d s t e r J u s T T o S e e H o w l a m E T h e y c a N G e t . I L o v e T h e s i g h T o F a N o l D M a n r u n n i n G A c r o s s T h e b e a c H w i t H H i s U n d e r p a n t S o N . I t ' S s u c H A T u r n o N .
I E n j o y l o O k i n G a T p e o p l E D a n c i n G . E s p e c i a l l y F a t a H G u a .
I E a t 6 T i m e s A D a y . B r e a k f a s t , L u n c h , T e a t i m e , D i n n e r , S u p p e r a n D b e f o r E I g O T o b e D . I L o v e L o n e l i n e s s b e c a u s E I c a n ' T s e e M T o H a v e t h a T y e T . I s e e K d e l i g h T F r o m g o i n G o u T w i t H M e n s o v e R t h E a g E o F 5 0 a n D a B o v e . T h e y R e a l l y t a k E C a r e o F M e W e l l .

On a rainy december night

Walking alone in this rainy december night,
With nothing but fragments of you in my mind,
The reflection on the windows is in sight,
Telling a story longer than time,
Why are you in my mind but not by my side.

Clasping my hands together for warmth,
Wishing the other palm belongs to yours,
Only to realized we are just a part of a sad song,
So unforgettable but yet without remorse,
why have i walk through this all alone.

Pausing for a deep breath beneath this oak tree,
Remembering the moments we took shelther from the rainy days,
Smiling to myself at the thoughts of it,
Whispering to myself,
the most beautiful thing wasn't the rainy day,
but the leaves that we once took shelter under from it.

Raindrops rubbing against my shoulders in this lonely night,
Replacing the tears you once dropped on my shoulders,
The lights of the streets went out as it reaches midnight,
The memory of your candlelit eyes slowly fades away in tears,
Drowning out the laughters we shared as it reaches its tide.

Looking across the street in this rainy night,
My blurry eyes played a fool with me,
A picture of you and me,
dancing slowly through the night,
Where happy moments once dwelled here with me,
Are now replaced with your new found memories.

Walking away from this rainy december night,
The trickle of raindrops from this oak tree behind me,
Gently crying on behalf of me before it passes midnight,
Stopping me from turning back on loneliness that awaits me,
As the raindrops hides & washes away my tears ...from the promises i made to the oak tree.

My distant stars

Far beyond the distant stars,
you reminded me of each of the moments we shared,
Each shining stars far away from where i am,
Telling me each of it's own story.

From the highest pinnacle,
I reach out my hands for you,
What seems so close, yet in truth,
so far away,
But with every stars that blink,
I realized that it's forever listening.

Have you hide yourselve from it,
or has the stars lied to me,In this dream of mine ,
it's telling me you are waiting too.
But somehow i'm not that shooting star.

Choosing to believe in them,
Have i led myself to despair,
or have it led me to understand,
That loving someone i couldn't have so far away,
is what my fate here actually meant?

Gazing up the stars each day,
I finally found something to believe in,
As a reminder every single day,
Living my life loving you means everything,
even if it means ... loving you until the stars fade one day.

The moon rises from the east, East spins towards east

How do you leave the past behind,
when it keeps finding ways to get to your heart?
For once,
instead of telling me the reasons why i shouldnt cry,
actually pay attention to the reasons why I am
Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain
There is an end to things no matter how much we want to hold onto them
It's sad to think you'll never be mine,
it's even sadder to realize I knew it all the time
And sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending
Our lives are shaped by people who love us and people who refuse to love us
And its times like this that i dread...
when there's everything to say,
and nothing left to be said, and it makes me sad
Letting go does not mean giving up but accepting that there are things that cannot be
I walk away now with the realization that it will never be the way i want it to be
The same wall that shuts others out,
is the same wall that shuts you in
Has your heart ever wanted to ask something,
but your mind was scared of the answer
The most painful love there is,
is the love left unshown.
A love that cannot be expressed,
affection left unknown.
The love that withholds touching,
afraid of what it would say,
And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away.
I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart is broken,
and the one who could always brighten up a day even if she couldn't brighten her own.
Sometimes when one person is missing, the whole world seems empty
Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face,
but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul
There is a great deal of pain in life and perhaps the only pain that can be avoided is the pain that comes from trying to avoid it.
People don’t change -- you just never knew who they really were
I'm trying really hard not to cry because every tear reminds me that I can't let go
And every time i go out in public, I try to look perfect.
not to impress any guy, but just in case i run into him
The longer i'm away from you, I realize i wasn't in love with you,
I was in love with the thought of loving you..
The worst feeling isn’t being lonely...
It’s being forgotten by someone you could never forget
The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up

Are you still waiting too

Are you still waiting too.


On a rainy day like this,
with a pen and a paper and a sad song,
Scribbling my feelings into a worn out piece,
The pain inside rather left unshown.
Raindrops flowing down the window,
Revealing the feelings of the person in it's reflection,
The smiles of his slightly shows,
Knowing you ,his heart waits, cannot be yearn.
The sound of raindrops beating from the distance,
Bringing back the memories we had,
I asked myself, shall i still wait,
Covering my ears, am i cheating my conscience.
The world stopped at this very moment,
For once, i am set free from this burden,
But every quietness that surrounds me,
Reveals the truth of my feelings through my heartbeat.
Have you leave your past behind,
Or are you ( like me ) still waiting for a sign,
The raindrops ceases to flow down this time,
Could this be the only sign, in your mind,
Or could my eyes be playing a lie so cruel,
Could time ONLY stood still when your ears are covered too?

Secret Love

I hid my love when young till I
Couldn't bear the buzzing of a fly;
I hid my love to my despite
Till I could not bear to look at light:
I dare not gaze upon her face
But left her memory in each place;
Where eer I saw a wild flower lie
I kissed and bade my love good bye.
I met her in the greenest dells
Where dewdrops pearl the wood blue bells
The lost breeze kissed her bright blue eye,
The bee kissed and went singing by,
A sunbeam found a passage there,
A gold chain round her neck so fair;
As secret as the wild bee's song
She lay there all the summer long.
I hid my love in field and town
Till een the breeze would knock me down,
The bees seemed singing ballads oer,
The fly's bass turned a lion's roar;
And even silence found a tongue,
To haunt me all the summer long;
The riddle nature could not prove
Was nothing else but secret love.

Read each one carefully

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am whe n I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even wh en you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man / woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened
11. There's always going to be peopl e that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to

Love not me

Love not me for comely grace,
For my pleasing eye or face;
Nor for any outward part,
No, nor for my constant heart:
For those may fail or turn to ill,
So thou and I shall sever.
Keep therefore a true woman's eye,
And love me still, but know not why;
So hast thou the same reason still
To doat upon me ever.

Love and Friendship

Love is like the wild rose-briar,
Friendship like the holly-tree—The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms
But which will bloom most constantly?

The wild-rose briar is sweet in the spring,
Its summer blossoms scent the air;
Yet wait till winter comes again
And who will call the wild-briar fair?

Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now
And deck thee with the holly's sheen,
That, when December blights thy brow,
He may still leave thy garland green.

My compliment

Last night my mum made a lovely dinner of kacangma (which is what she made me for my favorite dish!) and while we were enjoying our meal I told her "you are the best cook in the world", she replied "ahhhh, thanks, you are the best eater in the world!". I took it as a compliment, of course!

BEFORE MARRIAGE AND AFTER MARRIAGE

Before marriage.Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage. Baling here... baling there...

Before marriage.I die for you. . .
After marriage.'You die, up to you. '
Lagi lama married.You die I help you!

Before marriage.You go anywhere. . I follow you.
After marriage. . You go anywhere. . up to you .
Lagi lama married. You go anywhere better get lost!!

Before weddingyou are my heart, you are my love'
After wedding'you get on my nerves. '

Before wedding'you are sweet and kind just like Cinderella'
After wedding'you are worse than godzila'

Before wedding Roses are red, violets are blue. Like it or not, I'm stuck with you
After weddingRoses are dead, I am blue. You get on my head, I will sue you

Before weddingEvery makan he brings you to Shangri-La
After weddingYou want to go, he says you wait-la

Before weddingShe looks like Anita Sarawak
After weddingDon't know whether katak or biawak

What you say when you rape a girl or a guy..

its not rape
its just a surprise SEX

What to answer when you escape from school

Let muah tell you how...
do you know 99% always say i'm having sickness, headache, stomachache, blablabla... and 1% is i wanna go home la!
Today let me tell you how i going to answer them!
I'M NOT SKIPPING SCHOOL
I'M ON A SELF-MOTIVATED FIELD TRIP
i'd wrote them while i'm requesing for school leave...
while i'd pass to the principal...
he approve me...(i don understand why.. or probably he don understand english or what)
SO DON HESITATE... JUS BE HONEST TO THEM
NO GUARANTEESTM

WHAT IS SEXY

What is SEXY?
SEXY is standing in the RAIN
As you push me UP against the HOOD of your car
Tearing my shirt as you KISS me with the intent to never STOP

About me

my name is Relena Kang
Female, 18 years old
birthday on 11 Nov 89
recent study in RIAM INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY
hobbies: online(almost everyday), reading(sometimes la), snooker(no so good), swim(cannot everyday... will die you knw?), watch movie(porno not my type), shopping(malas... broke lately), party with friends(yes man i love party),hear songs(english most of it... chinese are all love sick)
BAD/CHEEKY VERSION:
R-rebellious
E-Eerie
L-Large Breast
E-Erotic
N-Nefarious
A-Aggresive

GOOD VERSION:
R-Rare
E-Equable
L-Lovely
E-exceptional
N-Natty
A-Affable

53pages in one week

i hope i could pawn TAY... how to memories 53pages in one weeks?
tell me if you can... cause it really blow my heads off...